runaway with my heart. runaway with my hope

2007-09-21T11:36:00.000-07:00

finally the agony of studying and mugging late nights for prelims is over
however this will be very shortlived, thanks to the As.
prelims results ain't gonna be fantastic for sure. math was a total screwup, the nature of the econs case was pretty tough. shan't be expecting good results this time round, probably a deprovement from the mids.
somehow i don't feel very excited after my last prelim paper, i dont know why either.
today was pretty productive, a fine mix of studying and chilling out. had mugging session in the morning at wcc , till late evening which was fairly productive. chilled out, had pool and had supper at bukitimah at night. more chillout sessions to come i guess. and hell lots of mugging to come too.
pretty sick of studying and this agony of mugging just ain't feeling great. ONE MORE FRICKING MONTH.

2007-08-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

crap, school sucks, dull and boring is all i can describe it.
i'm going to pull through this shit.

2007-08-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

i've been drifting away from many of my close friends, with many thanks to this jc journey. secondary school friends, primary school friends, and i feel i've even been drifting away with some close friends in class. our class size has diminished from a total strength of 25 to 17 now, and lessons are beginning to become very very dull each day.

perhaps in this process of making new friends and drifting away from close friends, i may have made certain mistakes i'll never come to realise, which may prove the point of why i am losing more companions in school as time passes. guess i'll just have to look ahead and take things in my stride, move on with this tough life.

2007-08-08T09:28:00.000-07:00

okay, its technically 81 more days to the start of the first A level paper, and i guess all of us are feeling rather anxious, but ohwell, there's a long national day weekend for us to catch up and gain more momentum and i certainly hope that i'm going to make full use of it. workloads are getting heavier day by day, and gp workload is mad, its as if we only have one subject for the As, gp.

school aside, home hasn't been great either, the only merit about being at home is the tv and the com, sometimes my sister really irritates me big time, but i guess i dont've much of a choice yea.

flashbacks and reminiscing of sec school and fun j1 days doesn't bring me very far, it only presents to me how the present sucks and how much worse the future is going to be like. i guess the process we're experiencing now is pretty difficult to conquer, but, that's just part and parcel of life, with ups and downs and eventually we'll have to work hard to get thru this shit.

2007-08-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

today was mugging with bam at NLB, fairly productive i suppose.
the week hasn't been great in school, long days, night studying in different study groups, at starbucks, coffee bean as well as within campus.
havent been home very early as of late, and havent been getting enough sleep. the great economic depression has set in, due to dining out often and very soon i'll be in deficit. but at least, what i've gained from the past week, something very very important, something very very valuable, something called, momentum. i've been quite slow as compared to many of my classmates who's alr on throttle, but ohwell, that's better then nth.

2007-08-03T09:13:00.001-07:00

woohoo, TGIF.

2007-07-30T01:44:00.001-07:00

urgh; fuck school.

2007-07-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

today was ptm and a series of university talks, wasn't as bad as i expected it to be; turned out quite well. had an opportunity to know more about each faculty of NUS, NTU and SMU, giving me a clearer vision of what my future would be like.

the week hasn't really been great as school has always been dull and boring. more tests to come; and more emotional roller coasters to ride with each passing school day and i'm pretty sure i'm not the only one riding these roller coasters, i'm sure some of my classmates and jc peeps feel the exact same way. sometimes, it is pretty hard to deal with friends feeling moody and everything else, but i feel that as a friend it is our responsibility to bear with it and give in, and occasionally, the one who's feeling moody might very well be you.

sad to say i feel that our class is not very very united, and very often i feel that i'm alone in this battle against the As, although i know very well that the rest are struggling to do well for the As as well and we all know its the time to give it our all, give it a best shot. a while ago we were enjoying the first three months of jc life, now, we only have three months left. 3/4 of the race completed, into the last turn, last corner, last sector of the race, how the start finish straight gets bigger and bigger, how it becomes nearer, alone in your mclaren mercedes, put everything else behind, give it your everything, your last sprint, your last burst, your last push of the throttle button. because, you know; the finish line is there, waiting for you.

2007-07-20T09:37:00.001-07:00

thank god its friday and there's no frickin' school tmr.just got home not long ago from supposedly study, but ended up chillout session with pris and yanhui and i'm damn bloated from supper; harry potter's coming out tmr and i've gotta make a decision whether i've to mug hard for my physics test on monday or read the book ha.

found out not long ago that poon chak's leaving singapore for hk to study and won't be back in the near future; saddening ain't it. which sets me thinking, probably, in two years time, i'll be in his shoes, leaving singapore to study in a university, if ever i receive lousy grades for the As (toucheswood) , although i think i'll consider studying overseas whether or not my A level grades will be good.

studying overseas is undeniably more exposure and experience to life; but then again, there're many things which we've got to take into consideration. the amount of things that we've to let go, the great friends you've made the past 15-18 years of yr life here in Singapore. your family; your relatives, and a place you'll be in that's never ever gonna feel like the home you've stayed in for more then a decade. late night suppers, late night chillout sessions in town, movie sessions, pool sessions, sec sch gatherings and many more which you'll be missing out on. in life, there're many occasions when we've to learn to let go of what we possess to achieve something else, and for now, i'll have to learn to strive to my finish line, the As, and put everything else aside. And if anything goes wrong on my way to the finish line and if i ever falter, i'll have to mentally prepare myself for plan B, and that is more or less to study overseas.

2007-07-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

1217AM july 20th, and i'm feeling damn shagged alr, i used to have the energy to last till 3,4 AM in the morning, its all gone. school hasn't been great, whats new, nth has been going really really well, more immense lessons and tests yet to come. chillout sessions do help, but now its to a very small extent and with 6 more weeks left to prelims, i dont feel very prepared. i feel like skipping school; every single god damned day, but i guess i cant, thanks to my not very understanding parents. the word fun has somehow disappeared from my dictionary alr, great thanks to A levels.
and i'm always hoping that, tomorrow never comes, judging from how much i dread sch.

2007-07-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

two days into the week, school hasn't been great. the only words i can ever describe school with, is "fucked up". bad moods and feeling lethargic has definitely done a fantastic job in complementing the already fucked up school. sometimes in life you just feel that you live in despair with every passing day and minute. nothing to look forward to, no fun, no breaks and all the shit work in the whole wide world, that no normal being can ever complete. there's nothing much you can really be happy about; and i guess i'll never have a chance anytime soon, to say to myself, " I had real fun in school today, and i can't wait to go to school tmr." , that feels like before in secondary school and i guess this feeling might never come again; maybe university.

2007-07-15T09:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday was burnt thanks to CIP; but ohwell, had fun at night went to play pool with NT yeah, i suppose we were kindda down on our luck ehh; mambo had no tables so we had to wait quite a while before there were tables at century; went for supper at azzah if that's how you spell it, and nicktan and seemeiting couldn't stop jacking each other on thru my phone; ha, so i had to be the peacemaker cum messenger, yeah, but then again its real fun watching them jacking each other haha.

had tuition with charissa and shuting as usual this morning; urgh, rather tiring i suppose and me not reading up on the notes didnt help me one bit for tuition; catch no balls man. met up with seemeiting for lunch, but ended up talking shit for damn long, with meiting ard; whatever that comes out of my mouth is full of shit ha, cant stop jacking her whoops.

sigh tmr's supposed to end at 1 o clock, but with extra gp and econs lessons setting in; i'll only be able to go home at 4.30 sigh. without any doubt, tmr's gonna be real tiring, mentally and physically draining, definitely ain't looking forward to monday, like who's looking forward to school man. there's nth much to look forward too; really, except public holidays. 7 more weeks to prelims; 3 and a half more mths to that finish line; gotta pull thru.

2007-07-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

today was an eventful day yeah, finally got to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix, the show was great i felt, although others may've thought it was a boring show. had primary school gathering with the rest at raffles cartel yea, met up with zhikai, yingda, rach, renny, yewliang and mr ang. and without doubt, me, rachel and renny began to bastard people, ohwell, it was real fun and great meeting up and catching up with them, inter jc cohesion yea, meetings like these should come around more often, it is a great way to destress, i feel.

school has been very much the same though, the same few words to describe school, intensifying, boring, and unfortunately i'm in for physics remedial every wednesday. dennis yeo made an inspirational talk today, which kindda motivated me, and hopefully this time i'll be motivated and inspired for a longer period of time, at least until the As. A levels is definitely a very different story from the O levels, it is a must to study harder, with more determination and motivation this time round; because i know, this time round the stakes are higher and there is a finish line waiting for me, because i know my eventual target is to reach that finish line, whether or not i do well is another story i guess, i'll just have to try my best.

2007-07-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

today was another intensifying day of lessons, and the weather wasn't of any help really, it merely gave us the tendency to be easily frustruated over the smallest things, and really, everyday is a lethargic day, due to the lack of sleep and rest, sigh sch sucks.

its 1AM in the morning right now, and i'm mugging hard for SPA skill A, double weightage, so i guess i'll have to do well, all the best to me, ciao.

2007-07-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

its been damn long since i've posted, so im here to post; midyear results have seen an improvement from the previous commontest results, but i feel life's getting tougher as it goes.
in particular school and class life, it has evolved to a greater level of difficulty for students like us to conquer, to listen in class, to get work done and the new emergence of problems that is, you've to somehow be able to click with your classmates, whether or not you like them; i guess you've to live with it, class politics still surface once in a while and i believe it aint a good thing.

all these i believe will bring about moodswings, and the tendency to get upset easily in school. it is very much different from the past, in secondary school when most days were playing days in , to attending school in college now , i would say, is a challenge. whether or not a school day is short or long; it is equally challenging, the intensity of every lesson, and times where classmates or friends tends to become upset or you yourself may become upset. i've always thought coming to jc may've been a wrong decision for me; i'll never know, perhaps what i've learnt and gained in jc is what i'll never attain in poly or maybe i'll never know until i get my A lvls cert.

the stress and the pressure level i'm feeling in college now is definitely what i've never felt before in my life and i certainly believe it'll be the greatest challenge of my life for now and it'll take much strength and determination to pull thru and eventually get to the A's not only with the A level cert, but also with what friends you've made; and what kind of knowledge as well as life experience attained from college. ohwell, im done reflecting; for now, hopefully tmr will be a better day, and every sch day will be better as it goes on.

2007-03-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

random post yea. commontest has ended and i should be getting back most of my results this week ya. hopefully everything goes well, but i'm already know what kind of grades i should expect.

intense physical conditioning has set in, and it has caused me to be totally shagged. time trials, running, sprinting, pumping. no doubt it prepares us for army but then again, both my physical conditioning sessions happen to be in the morning. urgh. so the rest of the day i'll be half dead during lessons heh.

since commontest has ended, hopefully i'll find time to hangout with sec sch friends and everyone that i havent met in a zillion years.

heh. im on heroes now. shall go continue my heroes marathon ehh. rather intriguing serial, but i still believe prisonbreak's UNBEATABLE heh.

2007-03-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

the past two weeks have been crazy mugging+digressing.
and here i am 2 am in the morning having to complete my history notes on stalin and cold war.
studying ain't an easy job and i cant wait for commontest to end even when it hasn't begun.
its nearly impossible to be able to cover ever single set of notes for commontest. even when you.
don't sleep. don't eat. dont watch tv. dont come online.
so what makes a difference if you come online and chill heh. or watch arsenal everton. and maybe have a nap in the afternoon.
ya im just trying to console myself from the digression today.
fortunately for me there isn't gonna be any paper for me tmr.
which means one more extra day to mug.
hell day shall be proclaimed on thursday when i'll have to mug like crazy for history and physics on friday.
im gonna be quite screwed for commontest realising i've lost a substantial amount of important history notes.
if there's a way, there's a will. heh.
i'll come up with sth, to zap another set of notes or sth before the paper i suppose.

gosh time's running out and i better get back to history.

and by the way mclaren did pretty well today in melbourne. i didn't expect hamilton to be so consistent and quick throughout 58 laps at albert park. alonso did pretty well too, but the ferrari engine is definitely more superior then the mclaren's. so sighhh. but then again our drivers are better heh.

ciao!

2007-03-13T09:20:00.000-07:00

i just realised that i've not posted in about a month. heh.
school has made me a busy kid. as the steps of commontest gets louder each second.

my gp paper was a total screwup. its the way the school set the damn paper. after making me feel satisfied for paper1. they have to come up with some dumb AQ and summary question that i couldn't answer.

i've been mugging hard for about a week now and i hope my hardwork will eventually pay off. and that how much effort you put in is how much you get. although i feel that i've not been putting in my 100% but i feel that i've grew to be more hardworking then before.

the march holidays are just holidays by name. contradicts its name when i have to go back to school for extra lessons and mock papers everyday. i've been missing my non jc friends a lot, but sadly this ain't the time to catch up with them thanks to commontest.

life since mugging started has turned out to become a vicious cycle. wake up - mug either at macs,starbucks or home. and then chill for about 1.2 hours. then sleep again. i've been trying to keep breaktime a minimum, but my digressing skills are still excellent. if there were to be a subject on digression, i would definitely score A.

the release of the A lvl results a few weeks back also inspired me. with the excellent results the school produced, and the grins of the faces of those who scored well. the despair on those who didn't do exceptionally well. and the lost look on those who didn't perform. the A levels release day indeed made me reflect, and i realised that i wouldn't want to be the one being lost and staring at my grades aimlessly when i come back next year. rather i would prefer to be the one with a grin on my face, and looking back, allowing myself to think i've tried my best and i am satisfied with my cert.

jc life is undeniably a tough journey and i'm left with slightly less then half of the journey to complete. holding on till the end of the journey will be my resolution for the year.

with school things aside, the new f1 season is about to begin. alonso's gonna own everyone man. mclaren's SO gonna win the title this year heh. looking foward to the beginning of the f1 season, without msc this time, competition for the best driver wouldnt be as competitive as last year i believe. and prisonbreak season 2 is coming to an end soon. damnit.

prisonbreak has been the best series i've watched so far. and im gonna follow heroes after commontest ends. heh.

2007-02-03T09:44:00.000-08:00

another week's gone. which means one week nearer to the much anticipated chinesenewyear. school's been the usual boring shit. but im sick of complaining about school yea. so im gonna change the topic.to. sports.

lakers aint playing their best basketball now. but im still gonna be their diehard fan. the consecutive road games that they're gonna play aint gonna be easy. but i hope they'll pull thru. at least till the 2nd round of playoffs. hopefully. improve from last year. and kobe can win mvp sometime this year or maybe even the championship ring. then los angeles will have 15 titles altogether if i'm not wrong.

hmm.today was a relatively cool weekend yea. went to biwei's housewarming.enjoyed it yupp. although had the urge to come home quick to watch soccer. her house was super gorgeous; damn pretty damn big. typical rich family kindof house.

as chinesenewyear draws nearer. i'm getting more and more excited. maybe because that's gonna be my first break of the year. isolation from all the crap in school, freedom from work, teachers and everything. no tests and stuff like that.

2007-01-28T07:54:00.000-08:00

its been quite a while since i've posted. and there's no doubt i'm gonna continue complaining about school life on this post. and you know the reason why i havent been able to post.

ohwell. i may not have been working very hard the past 2 weeks ya. but its just the laziness within me, or perhaps its just another psychological barrier that i need to get past. the mentality to work.

school hasn't been easy. the usual woes. and PE is starting to become very intense. i used to think 6 rounds around the 400m track was crazy. physical conditioning now has evolved into something crazier, 8 rounds plus pumpings, situps and much more. ohwell i cant blame the school for doing that, it just doesnt want us to suffer in the army ehh.

not only PE. my school life has been evolving as well. i've been very lethargic during lessons. and the naps i've been refraining myself from in class. it just doesnt seem the same although the subjects are lesser and the hours are slightly lesser then secondary school. its something totally different. school's not only physically draining, mentally draining as well. life's tougher as it gets on i suppose. it'll be quite a long while before i can find the drive in life to become more energetic in school ya.

stress relievers dont come along as often too. the best stress reliever is unequivocally sleep. late nights "trying" to complete my work and study. maybe my hunger for stress relievers has caused myself to only 'try' to complete my work and study, but not completing it. i've been digressing like crazy, i mean its damn hard to resist temptation at home. there's the computer, the television, the bed. ohwell i've gotta start studying out soon maybe. with not so familiar people, then i wont get engrossed into talking with them. not unfamiliar people, but then people who i dont share common topics with. perhaps that could build up my focus. i've always thought weekends at home would be productive, but its not much different from outings. sleeping taking up most of my time.

shan't fret too much on school life i guess. it'll all be over in a flash. chinese new year's coming soon, the first break of the year. and i'm looking foward to it. not only would i get to reunite with family and relatives. cny means i'll be meeting up with my old secondary and primary school friends i suppose.

muahaha there's an economics test on unemployment tmr and i've still got a small part that i've yet to complete. gotta go mug. lecture test. ciao guys.

2007-01-11T07:34:00.000-08:00

school's been urghh. and the amount of workload has been piling up like crazy. J2 really sucks seriously. if i had any relatives in sec 4, i would seriously advise them to go poly. the route which i would've but didn't take.

i mean its really crazy, not only the workload and its really hard to stay awake after long hours of continous lectures and tutorials. its just like a challenge, literally like being inside SAW and jigsaw plays a game with you.
I want to play a game: stay awake and listen in class. like wtf. mission impossible. fucking tiring. and the naps i've been taking is crazily long thanks to the physically draining school tutorials.

i can forsee that this year is gonna be a real hectic one and its gonna pass real quickly. the toughest year to emerge in my life, i'll pull thru this with determination i hope, the As the SATs and the decision whether to study in states after As. it'll all be gone in a flash.

2006-12-29T08:22:00.000-08:00

its been a while since i posted ya. guess i'm getting lazier and lazier day by day. ohwell its my nature to be lazy. i've been stoning at home the past week and trying to get myself into the sync to get some holiday homework done, unfortunately to no avail. hehh but on the brighter side, i've started quite a bit on the 3,500 basic words for SAT, but then again im still stuck at the alphabet A. hehh. i've learnt new words like ambidextrous.abhor. abstruse words aren't they?

school's starting and im seriously not in the mood for sch to start. definitely not gonna enjoy waking up early and the long humid afternoons in school. sucks. ohwell 2007 is coming and i certainly look foward to a better year and better schooling of course. eventually its my last year of formal schooling yea. 1 year will pass in a flash i believe.

2006-12-17T08:59:00.000-08:00

ohwell. its been hard adjusting back from the jetlag. but im back to normal alr yea. guess i'll have to start forcing myself to get some holiday homework done and mug a bit for SATs since i'm keen on retaking it.

today was serkee's bday chalet. enjoyable yea. meeting up with sec 4 friends are always enjoyable i believe.

in two days time i'm turning 17. i've always thought 17 is a big number but now coming nearer to it, it ain't anything much i guess.

2006-12-07T07:05:00.000-08:00

backbackback. didnt miss singapore as much as i expected. but ohwell i still missed all of you guys back here. i've learnt sth new this trip. plane ride sucks. plane food as well. especially when the ride is 22 hours long.

two weeks. visited lots of places in the states yeahh. chicago, northcarolina, south carolina, florida.hmm and not forgetting my transition at tokyo yea. chicago was snowing on my return trip and its friggin' cold yeahh. orlando was great yea. universal studios, animal kingdom and epcot. fireworks at epcot was friggin' nice alright. totally owned any marina bay fireworks display. some rides were interesting i suppose. the animal kingdom safari ride was cool. no enclosures damn nice.

shopping was great too. much cheaper stuff than compared to singapore. and lots of stuff there that didn't exist in any shopping centers in singapore. brought about the realisation to me that singapore is really small.

enquired at UNCC as well. at the admission office. the admission counciller said i could enter the school august 2007 if i had submitted my SAT and Os scores. hmm after this trip i realised that the environment in the states ain't that bad afterall. i would seriously consider studying there for higher education. and if a few friends would join me most probably i would be going? so anyone interested?

2006-11-13T10:13:00.000-08:00

so the weekend was fine ya. chilled mostly at home. i guess chilling at home is not so bad afterall? considered there's channel 23 and savings increase. heh. ohwell. so i was stoning at home most of the weekend watching world pool championships. quite disappointed in wu chia ching's exit in the quarters. he's like my pool idol, although he's my age. but then again in pool you really have to depend on luck and he wasn't very fortunate during the quarters, scratching twice during his breaks. well, sometimes in life you have to live and let live, luck is not always on your side.

im flying this saturday 18th november yeah. wont be back until 7th december. the flight's at 7.30am so i have to check in at 5.30am. which is friggin' early. perhaps i wont be sleeping. we'll see. i still have stuff that i've yet to settle before leaving. i'll try to get everything done by thursday night!

2006-11-10T08:11:00.000-08:00

and FINALLY. the very dreaded projectwork is over. i did pretty fine during presentation i guess. fortunately the question asked by the assessor was pretty reasonable, ohwell at least i could answer it yupp.

update for the week yea. this week contributed a big hole to my wallet. spent lots of money. its been either pw or going out. i havent been staying at home for quite a long while. constant towning activities and slacking at friend's places brings about negativity to shawn's national income.

towning with dunearn people, eileen,linda,kenneth,ele,jeff was definitely worthwhile, lots of catching up and stuff yeah. undoubtly interesting yeahh. and the second town trip with charissa, josiah and fengrui was enjoyable too, i did enjoy the movie we watched at emax and the dinner as well. although town trips are high in cost, i still think its very worthwhile considered the catching up with friends and the fun within it.

but then again, there were low costs outings this week. monopoly and cardgames at alvin's and watching cry wolf at shuting's. i learnt a new game, speed muahaha, but urghh trust me, i suck at it. camping at other people's house is damn fun huhh. shall do that more often perhaps?

nextweek. there'll supposedly be an outing with rachel, kai and gayliang gang. looking forward yupp. rachel, please organise properly this time. i'm off. ciao.

2006-11-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

SAT was sick okay. seriously. the longest stretch i sat for a paper in my entire life. five hours. with two five minutes break. and i was OWNED by the english sections of the paper. ohwell there were only twenty students taking the paper though, and i didn't realised it was air conditioned, friggin' cold.

ohwell.i've never pictured myself studying in an american university, but i cant rule out the possibility of myself being in one. my mind has always been set. i want to study here in Singapore. but scoring for SAT may give me another path, another choice in life that i have never really considered, or i would say expected.

i am seventeen. there are certain responsibilities that i would have to take on. one of them would be making this choice. i've gotta develop independence within myself, mom and dad will not always be there for me to decide for me, to cover up my wrongdoings and mistakes. perhaps it might be too early to decide for higher education when i havent even did reasonably well for my promos but then again, the option is always available. and eventually i would have to make a choice, given the advantage that it would be cheaper if i study in the states.
i've never seriously thought about this before.

seventeen years of my life. i've spent fourteen here in singapore. from my tender age of three i've been staying in singapore. i grew up here, attended from the very basic kindgarden here, to a college student now. countless friends i've made here. close friends, casual friends, very very valued friendships. I've grew to love Singapore, recognise it as a country of my own i believe. and if i ever want to return to the states, the environment, the culture and the valued friendships i've attained here would be the major pulling factors tying me back here. i dont want to leave singapore, but my parents have been advising me to study back in the states.i mean, its not that i will never come back. but it'll be a very long while indeed. and whether i can let go is a deciding factor. the final decision still lies with me.

2006-11-03T07:50:00.000-08:00

OFFICIALLY NO MORE CHINESE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. if i only i had fireworks now. unfortunately not. frickoffchinese. i dont need you anymore.

today was chinese A levels. my first A levels written. 3 hours for a paper. its really physically taxing. i survived it suprisingly. tmr's SAT. another disgusting three hours paper. have to sit thru the whole darned thing again. i nvr liked long papers. and never will grow to like them.

on a lighter note, wednesday was our class chalet. about 16,17 of us attended although i dint stayover. i felt i enjoyed it. squeezing the 16 of us into one unit at downtown east, dint have sufficient space to slack though, but then again you can feel that there's a togetherness within 06s11 (: , very standard activities yeahh. taking a walk down pasir ris beach, gambling in the room and xbox sessions. heard that they had alcohol sessions that night, many became bonkers. interesting. too bad i wasn't there to witness it. although i only spent half a day there, i enjoyed it (: more to come i hope.

my com's driving me crazy. i need a new one.

2006-10-29T09:35:00.000-08:00

yeahh. so another week ends. well i've gotten back my results on monday. monday somewhat gave me a reminiscence of the O lvls results collection. i did enough to promote i suppose. but rather disappointing considering my midyears results. obtained a BEU for H2 subjects and BCC for H1 subjects. totally got screwed by my physics. 39 marks. a drastic deprovement from my midyear when i got 51. nevermind. i shall study this holidays when im free. and im not kidding; im gonna study!

tuesday was a holiday. went town to chill. after results collecting. stress relieve ya. wednesday and thursday ; totally not in the mood to attend lessons. although i didn't skip any. not synced into the listening mood at all. sleep was the only thing i did in school haha.

i've been trying to study for SAT. but the quality of english of SAT is super disgusting. and the nature of the paper is damn freaking long. 3.5 hrs/paper. im taking it this saturday at bukit timah. st francis methodist school i suppose. wish me good luck for it. i NEED PLENTY. double, triple, quadrable the amount i needed for the promos. (:
friday i stoned at home, trying to mug SAT once again. but to no avail.

saturday was quite funfilled. jeslin's bday celebration yeahh. although it was belated, afterall its only one day belated haha. well. had dinner at billy bombers, marina square. decided not to eat there since it would bring me into a greater financial crisis. had a lighter meal at carls jr. okay maybe not that light. freeflow of drinks nearly killed me. made me want to vomit. i drank 5,6 cups.
went over to esplanade's rooftop to play bridge and daidee yeaa. 7 of us attended her bday celebration (: . me.yanhui.john.jeffrey.jeslin herself.priscilla.sze ee dropped by after dinner.

ohwell. tmr's the collection of result slip. hope for the best yeah. although i roughly know what comments and grades i'm going to get.

2006-10-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

yeahh. so its results day tmr. anxiety and nervousness within myself. guess i wont be able to sleep tonight. this is so ironic, two weeks ago, i wanted this day to come quickly, now im like 7 hours from tmr, i dont want it to come anymore.

well. the teachers have been saying that there are 8 casulties in my class. and 4 out of 6 history students. i happen to fall into that category, a history student. so, unfortunately, by math or in other words, you can say that i only have a 33% chance of promoting. scary ehh.

these few days i've been trying to mentally prepare myself. JUST in case touch wood i retain. and im seriously touching wood now. questions that i should be asking myself. should i retain. should retention come into my dictionary. where will i go? stay in pj. go to ngee ann? but what course? chances are that should i retain, i'll be going to ngee ann. it was 4E3 outing yesterday. and so yumin and i agreed that if we retain, we'll go to ngeeann. SAME course (: .

well. even if i dont retain. there'll still be 8 other retainees from my class. and some might be my close friends. and these friends are those that i really. seriously want them to be in the same class as me next year. i think that pj should revise their promotion criteria. its TOTALLY too strict.

ohwell.shall stop talking about all these. does nothing but increases my anxiety and nervousness. on the brighter side, yesterday was 4E3 gathering. approximately. 15 people came? THE GUYS: me, andrew, nicholastan, nicholas siew, weitat, ruiqin. THE GALS: valerie, eileentan, stella, shirl, serkee, yiying, shiqi, yumin, jasmin and weilingcame too? yupp. think that's about it.
went to catch death note. its was an intriguing show i guess. yupp. not bad at all. worth the 9 bucks although it made me broke. next show i wanna watch, PRESTIGE. 4E3 gathering was fun (: totally. lots of catching up with friends that i've nvr met for quite a while. had dinner tgt too. had a little walk along little india as well. took one of the last 67s home. and reached home around 1.30am.

ohwell. i hope more of these gatherings would come soon. ORGANISE. and i think im going to the states for holidays (: . INTERLAGOS, counting down 29 mins from now. schumacher or alonso? 90 minutes later i'll know the answer.

2006-10-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

ohman. im tired. and this time its not cuz of studying. its cuz of playing. hangouts and stuff like that. sheesh. there's still school tmr. so i shall keep this brief.

had school today until 11. on social ettiqutte but ohwell. i slept most of the lecture, feeling kindda guilty yea? when the rest had fun during the lecture, but then again, who cares. pool outing with my classmates after school. it was relatively fun. but i really have to brush up on my pool skills. sucks totally alr. too rusty.

met up with kenneth, eileen and linda in town. long time since we hanged out yeahh. today was a fine gathering uh huhh. (: and had dinner crapped together like crazy. ele joined us shortly after his rugby prac. and came back home.

man there's still school tmr. bloody moodless.

2006-10-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

yesyes.promos ends. but i realise. it ain't such a big thing afterall. by right. i should feel super high, but instead i feel lost. AIMLESS without PROMOS. there's like nth to do at home and stuff. anyway physics was a fucking killer. totally got OWNED by the paper. perhaps the aftermath of promos made me worried about the outcome of the papers and hence im not so relieved that it ended ya?

haha but then again. end of promos still calls for celebrations. no matter what mood you're into yeahh. furthermore, the results are going to be released on 23rd oct. there's still like about 20 more days to go. so why not enjoy first? haha thus. i went to catch 'john tucker must die' at cineleisure. i was more keen on watching a show of genre horror. but teenflick was fine i guess? calms us all down after the fucking physics paper. and there's interhouse games tmr. plans for sat and sun. OGOUTingperhaps? and SUZUKA.

OMGSUZUKA. michael or fernando? im a neutral party yeahh. i hope to see a SOLIDrace between both. i hope it rains. super weather condition to watch lah. anticipating suzuka. may the best man win world championship.

2006-10-02T02:23:00.000-07:00

in the midst of promotional exams. and i really want to fucking get to J2.
a series of late mugging. but you know when there's no mood, there's not much point mugging ya. tend to digress like crazy. stuff like coming to the com. slacking, watching tv. chatting on messenger.
so im not quite sure whether i've mugged more than i digressed or not. its already monday and thus my misery would end very soon. but then again it seems so faraway from me. 1150 06/10/06 wednesday. well. the last paper of the promos always seems unreachable when you're mugging for it ehh?
hmm yeahh. today was econs paper. screwed up some minor parts here and there. like forgetting the definitions of government expenditure. changing the movement of the graph to a shift. hopefully i'll still be able to pass with these screwups. well i always screw up during exams. inclined to it. but hopefully with bits of luck. i'll pull thru.
eager to have some fun during the post promo days. which will come soon. its only 48 hours. or less than that. come quick please. time. RUN FASTER.

2006-09-24T21:57:00.000-07:00

today was gp paper. and guess what. i totally screwed up paper 2. TOTALLY. the god damn comprehension. i had no time to finish aq. and the atmosphere in the hall was totally arghh. sitting on the rightest column. wind from outside was all directed at me. just imagine, doing summary and aq with you, trying yourgod damn best the keep the papers down, with correction tapes, highlighters and stuff to not much avail. and its super irritating.

no time to complete aq! fuck. and i had to rush thru like a mad dog. but well. for some consolation paper 1 was fairly ok. the topic was on sports yea. wrote about how f1 was a waste of resources as a motosport. although i fucking love f1. but im sorry yeahh. my promos are more important.

umm yeah and so studying goes on. time management! today shall be half history half math (:
gotta go meet valerie now for my chinese texttt. so ciao.

2006-09-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

ohh damn. mugging for promos sucks seriously. fuckit man.
thanks from the encouragement from all the poly peeps. and jc peeps too. (:
im gonna try my best to prevent the word 'retention' from entering my dictionary.
studying seems never ending.
and all i can think of.
are the playing days after promos.
damn.
shit.

2006-09-09T11:39:00.000-07:00

umm yeah. so a series of 'trying to study but to no avail' days. well at least i've completed differentiation of my math holiday assignment. muahaha. that's the only merit of my one week break.

well ya. thursday was overnight studying session with sze ee. at changi's 24 hour burgerking. cool huh. haha. the train ride to changi was long indeed. fortunately there were new jaychou songs to accompany us. umm. the world class airport indeed possesses a good environment for mugging. undoubtly the world's best. haha. mugging at burgerking was fairly productive. both of us felt like sleeping after sometime. like sometime after the 3,4am mark. coffee didn't help much. and we had lessons the following day. so we decided to take the first train back to get some rest ya. before heading to school. first train was around 5.20. got home seven. slept for an hour before going to school.

slept like crazy on friday.perhaps because of the overnight mugging with sze ee.haha. well i did try to study at night. but nth much went in. urghh. today was totally boredom. stayed at home the whole day trying to mug. and all i've done is differentiation questions. and a brief review on oscillations. hopefully there's improvement on my studying style tmr. we'll see.

and good news. kimi raikkonen. P1. (:

2006-09-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

umm. currently sept holidays. holidays in other words means mugging + gatherings. so today was delasalle gathering cool huh. every primary school gathering means inter jc cohesion. pj, sa, ac, nj, rj, cj. students from all the colleges around singapore gather together to talk crap about college stuff.

haha. today was no exception. met up with all my primary sch classmates and ang as well. woohoo huh. 12 turned up, not a bad number for a primary school outing uh huhh. supposedly met up at six. but then everyone was late. plaza sing. cafe cartel. then to tcc. chatted damn a lot. nj muggers. haha lol. student councilor rachel's inviting me to mug at nj tmr. haha. i shall see.

umm took 190 home. this time it seemed quite fast then the usual 190 ride. i mean yeahh. when there's people to chat with u on the bus, time passes faster. like in a flash, and im back at choachukang again yeahh. promos. eighteen days time. countdown to my deathday perhaps? haha. i shall not let it be my deathday.

studying shall start. (: .

2006-08-31T10:06:00.000-07:00

umm its been a while. too lazy to post. too tired. each of both.

hmm so today was teacher's day. back to dunearn. yayness. reminiscence. i miss dunearn food. i miss dunearn people. met up with lots of classmates and teachers yeah. many of them i've missed and i havent seen in a long while.

flashbacks of what happened in the school compound, 4 years of my life which seemed to me that it just flashed by quickly and gone with the wind. Sitting in the classroom of 4E3 studying or perhaps slacking and anticipating the upcoming of the Os journey. Slacking around in the canteen with the rest of my peeps. To me, all these felt like it was yesterday. But then again, time waits for no man. Since all these is not what is of the present, it shall just be etched inside me as one of the best memories occuring in my seventeen year life. Somehow, memories are the best thing that can ever exist, the memories you keep and you want to keep are always the ones that impact your life the most, i believe. and i believe my 4 years in dunearn has impacted me much.

2006-08-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

endure. its just another 2 weeks to september holidays. and endure i will. hmm so its been a few days without blogging. time constraint, i suppose.

saturday went mugging with casso at coffee bean.verylastminute. and i've learnt that studying with casso. is. super unPRODUCTIVE. ended up being music sharing session. casso's fav line. 'eh intro me some songs from your ipod leh.' haha.

umm sunday stayed home.tried to complete all my homework. but eventually sleep was too good a temptation.

hmm monday and tuesday. crazily hectic days i must say. monday was math integration test which i screwed up COMPLETELY. i'm such a champion at screwing up tests eh? a series of filechecks and return of testpapers between monday and tuesday. in other words. no sleep. within the period of two days i've got back physics, econs and history class test results. 15/30 for physics. 14/25 econs. 11/25 history. i know the results are not that appealing. gotta work harder eh? but then again, slacking is my forte. and chinese gave me more things to stress over yet again. has always been chinese. chinese file. chinese essay. chinese summary. each of which i've owed for more than 3 weeks. so i decided to complete it once and for all on tuesday morning. was mentally prepared to go sleepless. a test of endurance, me against myself. however. i suprisingly finished it by threeam.

jclife has brought about a rollar coaster of emotions and a test of willpower. and physical mentality? in jc you really have to be an ironman. umm. and i still have my GP Portfolio half completed. annotations to do uhh. and there's projectwork tmr. endure i will, endure i shall. im going to get past this.

2006-08-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

wednesday.yet another tiring day at college. yesterday was physics test from sixtoseven. monday there was econs test on national income indicators. different tests. same conclusion. goodgame. screwed them up huh. like what i always do. but then again, there's always something called.luck.well. more tests yet to come. history test tmr. gp and math test on monday. and economics test on consumption soon to come. like. -_- i need a break. i guess everyone in jc does. so arghh.

hmm yeah. so today was wednesday so had pe as usual. aces day workout was damn. spastic. pointless? the teacher knows that we're not very interested to do the damnedworkout. and yet we still have to do it so many times. had class phototaking today. likefinally after how many donkey years eh? and it took one hour before we could have our photoshoot.wth. umm. tests.homework.tutorials.neverending.it spawns faster than anyother thing in the world. gayshit. and im hating chinese more.

chinese.yousuck.

2006-08-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

hmm its been a while, more than one week i guess. since i've updated. this week was relatively slacker then the rest of the weeks. mainly because of the short break from the national day holidays. happy birthday singapore! series of fireworks over 4 days. i went on tuesday night yupp. quite magnificent yeah. but well, there was still school on friday.with me in holiday mode. and im still in holiday mode. hmm friday had to went to get tie with casso, cuz that blur rabbit lost her tie.uhh. and then went to mug and pool with desmond at night. well this weekend tried mugging physics, but to not much avail. a series of class tests from monday to tuesday. econs, physics, history. mm hope i'll be able to handle it well. doubt i'll be getting early nights yea. its 2242 and i've yet to start on my econs test for tmr. allthebest to myself. and all the best to the poly peeps having exams. mughard guys (: ciao.

2006-08-04T09:10:00.000-07:00

congrats. to myself. for screwing up my SPA BIG TIME. period equals to time over number of oscillations. smart alec me used number of oscillations to divide by time. hence. readings wrong, graph wrong and halleluah. thanks huh. to think to i studied the previous night until 2.30 am. muahaha. and i slept at 4.00am. woke up at 6.40am. guess what, i didn't fall asleep during lessons today. BEAT THAT.

and i still think my timetable is super dumb. ok so my lessons and stuff ended at 10.30. and then fengrui, andre and the rest had to attend physics tutorial. so dumb me had to sit in the canteen spastically alone.staring into the thin air. dunnoe doing what. cuz there's no one to talk with me. and its until 12.30 then i can get out of school. i shall find sth to do next friday. its bloody miserable sitting in the canteen alone doing nth, try it. you'll die.

yeah so waited for fengrui who was waiting for gina, until i came back home. for a short nap. met up with dennis and nicktan for pool session. muahaha. long time since having a pool session with dunearn peeps. simply rocks. umm and i reached home around 12. which is like now. there's gonna be fireworks display for 4 days, hopefully i'll be able to catch them. yea.

haha. i'm debating with buddy xiuhui whether its better to sleep or talk during lecture! my motion is to sleep! so spastic!hahaha. and xiuhui won. cuz i ran outta brain juice. she's saeing her thanking speech now muahaha.
shawn[shaosong]. says:xiuhui wins the debate!
shawn[shaosong]. says:hahaha.
shawn[shaosong]. says:talk is better during lectures.
xiuhui ! says:YAY!
xiuhui ! says:LOL!!
xiuhui ! says:THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR UR NEVER ENDING SUPPORT AND I REALLY WAN TO THANK MY PARENTS FOR BRINGING ME UP AS SUCH A GENIUS IN DISGUISE.
this is fun. haha.

2006-08-02T07:55:00.000-07:00

fuck.i need sleep.i'm gonna make sure i get some today.homework is killing me.god save me yeah.monday morning i slept at 2.00am. tuesday morning 2.30 am. and bloody eom. wednesday morning 3.30 am. how exciting huh? today im making sure im gonna sleep on a wednesday NIGHT.

hmm yeah. cuz i finished my homework alr.bloody eom. made me came back home to take my stuff and rushed back to school. hmm yeah. then i did homework with sze ee and had dinner until 10. productive ok. i feel satisfied. thus i shall reward myself with more sleep. tomorrow is gonna be another long day ya. until 5.30. with only one fricking break. 'i dont wanna be'.

tired.

2006-07-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

update yeah. its been one week since update so here goes.
yet another hectic week in my first year of college life. endless tutorials, tests, projects goes on and on yeah.ohwell. i've been thinking about it ya. although i did relatively ok for the midyears, i've yet to come to a conclusion whether college has been the right path for me. college life is undeniably fun but i feel that its too physically and mentally taxing, maybe its just me, i seriously dont know ya. well, whether it has been the right path for me or not, i have no choice ever since i tapped my mouse button on submit five mths ago. i'll just have to live on with college life and perservere.

hmm ya. enough of all these yupp.doesn't make my day any better.perhaps this is gonna be a long post since its been a week. its been a long week umm. so let's start off with saturday. saturday went to do homework with desmond as usual, averagely productive finished part of my tutorials. sunday was studying session with renny and gayliang, casso wanted to come but that pig fell asleep. wasn't very much productive at all, ended up playing pool and eating like crazy at the bukit timah marketplace. bloody fattening heh.

monday was a longhectic day. especially when there's chinese. i don't know why. ever since i've come to college. the very first chinese lesson. made me. urgh. i miss the chinese lessons in secondary school. i miss dunearn. chinese lessons, in the middle of the hot humid afternoon and when its for a long one and a half hours. i'm human you know. i've been owing the teacher lots of chinese assignments, quite screwed. lessons on monday ended at 5thirty ya. PE was kindda fun ya.netball.territorial invasion game. the continuation of the nxt 2,3 days were the same. school ended quite late and yeah didn't have much places to go. hmm i miss the first 3 mths. could skip any lesson u wanna skip then there's lots of freedom for us to hang out till late nights even though there were lessons for the following day uh.

haha. thursday ended late too. desmond,kiat and pauline waited for me. we did sth damn cool in sch, super exciting please. i shall not go into details.we were keen to watch POTCII or Nacho Libre(spellin') but due to the lack of financial funds we didn't. yeah and i met huihui at lotone on thursday yea. like twice.she still looks the same heh. kindda miss her ya, missing the people from first three mths, skippin' to other colleges.maybe we'll meet up again sometime soon yea.

today.wanted to be late for chi lesson again. but ohwell, i've alr have one record so. heh. but andre came late. he bought a mac meal for me. cool ya. and so we had to wait for 12thirty before leaving sch ya. hmm slacked ard with andre and fengrui in the library and played pool until ard 2 plus three then i came home. no one could've gone out with me anyway. most of them were still having lessons. gayshit. inclined to ending late on fridays alr. SPA's next friday, all the best to me.

and fricking hell, i just realised that the poly holidays and our holidays wouldn't clash at all. they have exams, we have school. they start holidays, we start promos. they end holidays, our holidays start. like wth man. how am i supposed to meet up with my poly peeps and hang out with them. this sucks. singapore should alter their holiday system. promos are just 9 weeks away.i better start mugging sometime soon. if i dont want retention in my dictionary. mughard. mugout anyone? inspire me, motivate me please. someone, anyone.

2006-07-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

umm been a while since i've posted ya. this week was slightly slacker then the last week. but slightly as in really slightly. homework is still crazily piling up like nobody's business heh. hmm jclife really sucks but come to think of it, if i had gone to poly i would seriously dread the projects. yeah. and we're getting our mids report cards nxt week. parents meeting session nxt week as well. umm goodluck to me. and i was late for sch today. late with sze ee for like 1 hr? the guards are getting stricter. hmm maybe we'll have to do detention sometime nxt week also. nxt week's gonna be so argh. ciao.

2006-07-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

yeah A level's listening is gonna start later in the day. so goodluck to myself. i need lots of them. and i just completed the bugging EOM.practically bullshitting huh. haha. never mind at least i did. been doing homework at KAP with desmond for the past 2 days. but there's still work yet to be done. tired yeah. thus im off to sleep. goodluck to buddy xiuhui! mughard for yr exams (:

2006-07-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

yupp its been a few days since i posted.and so all my results are back.average results umm. D D S for my 3 H2 subs and B B E for my H1 subs ya. i know i can do better. its just the amount of effort i put in that counts.yea. this week has been quite hectic and tiring mainly cuz its the first week of school ever since mids.and work is piling up like crazy and i havent been handing in any of them. goodluck to me.
let's take a look at what i have to complete this weekend.
-national income econs essay.
-national income drq.
-maths file.
-maths tutorial 2r and 1r.
-maths holiday assignment.
-EOM
-chinese file.
-chinese comprehension.
how in the world would i be able to finish all this crap in 2 days? im no superman. and i want to go out and get some fresh air this weekend. how am i supposed to get fresh air with this amount of work piling up.
today was boring la. lessons ended at 10thirty.initially jasmine and i wanted to sneak out of school.to watch sze ee row. but then our cts saw us alr. so yupp. seriously dont understand why the school only allows us to leave at 12thirty. bloody doesnt make sense.
suayness struck me when i went for supper with gayliang just now.argh.halfway walking and talking. my godamn slipps broke. and i had to walk barefoot. from home to coffee shop back home.wth. im gonna get a new slippers tmr if time allows and if i can get someone to accompany me yeah.any volunteers to accompany me would be appreciated.that's all for today yeah. and btw im bloody addicted to faraway.frickingnice.although its not that new anymore.
ciao.

2006-07-11T09:49:00.000-07:00

its 1246hours and i'm still pathetically doing my econs essay.and there's still chinese to be done with.jc really sucks. so much work. so little time. so little sleep.i've realised ever since jc started, getting to sleep before 12 is a bonus alr. wouldn't ask for more.getting to sleep before 12 makes me sufficiently happy.

ohwell so i shall blog about my day yeahh.nth interesting.normal jclife day.return of results though.and yupp i scraped pass my physics. my overall results ain't that good afterall. subpass for econs and scraped pass maths as well.regret for not working hard throughout the holidays? perhaps. i shall try harder for the promos i guess. but perhaps what i lack is motivation and inspiration. inspire me please someone, anyone. yeah so today history and chinese teacher weren't here so we were released early yeah.

haha i shall get on with my chinese homework.and stop posting about the day.i'm running outta sleep time.haha yeah.and yea.the canoeists are having their nationals tmr.so all the best to the canoeists, sze ee, huimin, jeslin, desmond, samuel, stanley and zhikai.yupp rockon.

2006-07-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

ok maybe the worldcup finals screwed my sleeptime but ohwell it was kindda worth it.desmond came over to my place to watch after deciding that school wasn't a place to watch soccer.well zidane played well throughout, the smart penalty take yeah but i guess it wasn't very smart of him to headbutt materazzi.rock solid defence italy played.buffon,zambrotta and cannavaro all played relatively well.i missed part of the penalty shootout fell asleep but trezeguet simply wacked the ball too hard on the upright and grosso sealed the victory for italia.cheers to italia, the well deserved worldcup champs.

ohwell everyone was crazily tired in school today.its like duh.everyone watched the worldcup ya. or at least most. some didn't i don't know why.i only had near 2 hours of sleep ya.lessons were supposed to be until 6.30 but uhh we decided to have it postpone until thursday yeah.felt lethargic throughout yeah.i'm so tired now and i've still got undone tutorials.ya so i shall not blog further about my day.ciao.

2006-07-07T10:07:00.000-07:00

1.04AM yeah.just got home yayness.long day today yeahh but it was a fun day i suppose.
the day started out with stupid pw.haha had to wake up at 7.40AM la so sick.i hate waking up so early. it stinks seriously.yeah then had to present grp by grp today. our groups presentation was average i guess. nt bad for a start yeah.

hmm yeah then went lunch with my dear classmates yeah.andre,jeannette,junming, jonathan,kaiee,seal,ivan,wenjie,karen yepp.had lunch at lot one and went to popular to buy stuffs for tmr's art's fest. bloody art's fest waste of time man. i have to tend the booth with andre and jeannette tmr from 11-12.do drop by pioneer jc yeah.

went home for a nap and then met up with my dearest dunearn classmates yay.we went to marina bay for STEAMBOAT. like why do nice steamboats only exist on the other end of singapore.so crap. hmm yupp. it was supposed to be shirley's birthday celebration like she's finally 17 yeah? haha. so ard 10 of us went yupp? me.nicholas tan.nicholas siew.andrew.jeremy.abraham.shanling.shirley.shuying.ada.valerie. yeahh! had to catch up with these poly people.ok maybe only majority of them are poly. how's life going and stuff like that ya. hmm suppose most of them are doing fine. so we chatted and ate from ard 8 plus till 11 at marina. fun huh. long time since i had this kindda outings yupp.i miss my class.took the redline home in fear that we would miss our last train back upon reaching je?yupp. we had more time to interact as well. red line! 20 plus stops! yupp that about sums up my day.

shit i gotta wake up early for tmr's art's fest again like wth man.so many days needa go to school. this sucks. haha. and buddy xiuhui's nt gonna come online for one week! sucksmore! who's gonna be chatting with me man.buddy faster come back online!

2006-07-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

Worldcup finals, Italia, France. go Italia.yeah defence rocks.
hmm yeah so had sch today pw workshop which bored the shit out of me.and insufficient sleep uh huhh. 3 freaking hours and god tmr we still have to present yuck.9 o clock how to wake up so early you tell me.
anyway As oral was relatively alright, the conversation part yupp. the passage wasn't as easy though hmm but i pulled thru i think.we'll know next year.so school ended 4 plus today wth just like normal sch days. and there's fricking arts fest on saturday which is compulsory like wtf man. argh.god i need yr help.
not in the mood to blog so ciao.

2006-07-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

oh screwed blogspot is screwed i have to post again.yupp. so youth day was fun tdy yeahh.went towning with desmond and pauline.from lido to taka to centerpoint to ps yeah.combed all the times bookstore in orchard hoping to find sth that i wanted unfortunately i dint. i have 65 bucks times voucher. anyone wants it? i can sell it at 40! haha lol.and pauline and desmond were bloody fascinated by this shop in taka! haha.

yupp so we had carl's jr for dinner. carl's jr is crazy! the size of the gigantic burger is mad. i felt bloody like puking la. but i dint finish it. and didn't finish the fries as well.but well the gd thing abt carl's jr is that.YOU GET TO REFILL.how cool! pauline was super proud that she finished her burger. but she nearly puked. haha. yupp. and BLOODY. we went to this building to pee. it looked bloody haunted. the building was EMPTY.the lift was empty.the lift had a BLURRED MIRROR. and it doesnt have much walking space. super eerie yucks. we were racing to the door after peeing. thinking of this gets myself goosebumps.haha.

yeah and im assigned by jasmine to plan a watch 'worldcup' outing sometime this week? im lousy at planning yeahh. but anyway i'll try. hmm. buddy xiuhui and i came up with a new word! "ZIMMING" yay so proud of it huh. meaning for it? figure it out! haha. yupp ciao guys.

2006-07-02T09:40:00.000-07:00

ohhfck first argentina.now its brazil.the brilliance of zinedine zidane saw the exit of brazil.ahh fck i want brazil to win.ahh nvm condolences to all brazillian fans ya.mourning shall begin.haha.shall not let this set stuff bother me. so yupp.

ya so i woke up ard 2 plus on sat uh huhh. then was super restless dint wanna go for movie with the rest. umm. but stupid priscilla lied to me, tld me they bought the tix alr!haha. so i had to rush all the way down to marina square in like 40 mins.even superman cant do that crap.hmm jeslin and priscilla were there at marina square alr.hmm then i realised i got cheated into coming to marina square haha.so anyway walked ard with them in search for a restaurnat to eat uh huhh. yanhui and skeen joined us later in the evening yupp. john didnt wanna come yupp and sze ee didn't come cuz she had canoe prac.but ohwell we saw joy there at marina yay.havent seen her in a LONG time yupp. umm yupp.

walking ard marina and suntec with them made me realise girls like jeslin and priscilla possess a super lousy sense of direction. umm anyway yupp we took train homebound.went to westmall uh huhh.saw junhong and renny at westmall so we had a chat for abt 20 mins at coffee bean yeah.

met the rest at 10 ya.went to fengrui's house for soccer yeah.8 of us in total yupp.haha.was as if a class outing.hmm yeah many of us were disappointed over brazil and england's lost.but ohwell we have to live on!haha. hmm. we went over to the 7 11 at railmail around 2.30AM and sat along the road eating snacks.haha.howcool.so the 4 survivors, me alec shuting charissa played bridge all the way till 7.30 and we left for breakfast at KAP.then headed home.hmm.yupp that's abt it.

tmr's gonna be youth day ya.and my A lvl oral is coming up soon. hmm poor buddy xiuhui has to stay in sch for her projects tmr. so takecare and lucks buddy (: !

2006-06-30T11:12:00.001-07:00

fck why.why argentina out?arghh.see la. nvr play messi. if only the coach would've used some of his brains and played messi.argentina would've won!arghh.nevermind.i still have brazil.go all the way brazil!

haha.ok back to today.physics paper 1 was crazily hard yeah.paper 2 was HALF doable.and history paper was a total screwup.yupp.whatever la. shall not dread over these dumb things since its over alr.no point ya?moveonwithlife.yupp so stuff i did today. didnt really celebrate much although midyears ended alr cuz i alr have a good approximation of my results. hmm ya. so went to meet priscilla and yanhui for towning after sch today ya.umm yeah.

went over to bukitpanjang plaza to meet up with lingli,kenneth,eileen and ele.lingli's bday celebration yupp.happy birthday.haha.amanda and ailing joined us later? hmm. then yeah chatted a while with them before i made my way home only to see my beloved argentina get kicked out of the worldcup quarterfinals.gahh.

2006-06-30T11:12:00.000-07:00

2006-06-27T10:17:00.000-07:00

yupp brazil won.i love brazil.kaka ronaldihno ronaldo adriano.3-ZERO.haha.spain playing france later still deciding whether to stay up for the match yupp.

hmm havent been updating these few days why?cuz of exams duh.haha.hmm my first jc midyears journey hasn't been smooth for me and i reckon it will continue.i wont be doing well for this mids ya. i know myself la.i've not been pushing myself to mug hard cept for the last few days ya.hmm so im alr mentally prepared for the outcome of my mids results.ain't expecting much yeah.

went to mug with desmond on sunday at kap yupp.tried doing holiday assignment. it sucked seriously.so did the maths paper on the following day.hmm today was econs or maybe ytd since its 1.22AM alr.yeah i thought i did fine for paper 1.until i saw paper 2.writer's block? or not mugging hard enough i don't know.seriously don't know why im stuck in jc as well.man i gotta zhen zhuo.at this rate im gonna die.

hmm i realise mugging outside can be quite productive ya.its better then slacking ard using the com and sleeping at home? supposed to go mug with sze ee this afternoon but she was tired so we didn't go.hopefully i can find a study buddy to mug with me tmr. i've still got chinese, history and physics paper left.history and physics bloody content based lotsa memorising involved hates it.fortunately today's a holiday but i wont be making full use of it? anyway yeah. so wish me good luck i need lots of it.

2006-06-24T11:10:00.000-07:00

f1 qualifying just ended.2.06AM now.raikkonen finished p3.relatively ok for him yeah.shit and tmr's my maths paper damn.and i havent been getting sleep these days until 5AM. i'm bloody inclined to sleeping at 5 alr.ytd i tried sleeping at 1.30AM ohwell.i woke up to watch soccer cuz i cldn't sleep.crap rite.

yeah so anyway.mugged again today at kap.yeah.sze ee woke me up at 10.20? cuz she didn't watch the france togo match haha.hmm so reached kap at 11.20.yanhui was there too.but he left early he had to go somewhere.ohwell progress in mugging yeah.but not as productive as the previous day.i finished 2 chapters of econs.key indicators as well as wage determination yupp.sze ee finished some of lit and a portion of key indicators yeah.

kap is bloody cold la.haha.had to admit both of us were kindda restless and tired today.we kept going to cold storage for breaks.also went to video ezy or whatever the shop name is.kept looking out for what videos we can watch tgt after the bloody midyears.crap i keep thinking abt the one week break aft midyears.no mood to take exams totally.lol.sze ee kept buying packets of jack and jill potato chips cuz she wanted to get a sorta keychain with worldcup countries.they were supposed to be in the packets of potato chips.she bought 3 packs ya.2 packs were keychains of like togo and australia which she was totally not interested in. and the last one was empty! we kindda got sick of eating potato chips yeahh.but well i dint eat much.but i did try to help finish.in the end both of us got too tired so yea. left kap at 6.30 yeah.she brought some of the chips home haha.midyears coming soon.in approximately 30 hours time.gdluck to shawn.

2006-06-23T09:04:00.000-07:00

yay.studyday.like finally sth productive ehh.i finished maths.lol.sense of satisfaction yea.hmm.supposed to meet sze ee at kap at 11.30. but both of us were late and she boarded the same bus as me.67!then we reached kap at around 12.so had our lunch and talked a while.talked lots of crap about worldcup also yeah.started work at 1.30?haha.gayliang was there at kap too.hmm so yeah.i managed to finish my maths so did sze ee.cheers yupp.managed to start a bit on econs yeah.mugged all the way until 7.30 yepp. 6 hours k.that's an achievement for me.then yanhui joined us for dinner yeahh. rewarded ourselves with pool.then got home at 11.yay.more studying tmr perhaps?

2006-06-22T10:19:00.000-07:00

tired man.but i wanna stay up for the brazil japan match.and the australia croatia match.how? ohman.i got up fricking early today at 9.30.i slept at 5. watching the argentina holland match and making a 5 dollar donation to the singapore pools yes.how generous.

got a haircut today yeah.like finally after so many donkey years.now its of considerable length i suppose yeah.met desmond at JE and went to the JEC saloon to get our hair done uh huh.had our lunch then went to JP and walked ard la yeah.went back to pj supposedly for consultation but his teacher wasn't real free so ya.

bloody tired so i came home for a rest.supposed to meet priscilla and yanhui for mugging at coffee bean.took at 2 hr nap then went off to westmall.meeting time was 5.40.i reached at 6. and the two pigs weren't there.fortunately there were people in coffee bean that i know.renny junhong.christine chunyu.they were there mugging at coffee bean yupp.so i went to chat with them while waiting for the two superslow pigs.so renny and i was chatting and suddenly this short girl came running to us. guess who? christabel tan lol!swearing over her losses in the matches ytd.yupp.hope she's doing well at ngee ann (:

ya so finally i met priscilla and yanhui at 6.40? like finally.haha.and guess what they decided they didn't wanna mug. "not in mugging mood" wtshit la.haha.and so we went to watch scary movie 4 ya. its fricking lame la. full of lame crap.like so many different scenes from different movies. crap ya.

got home at 11 then met gayliang for supper ya. he's been whining abt his 126 game at his bowling competition. so my condolences ya. went to a nearby hawker to eat la ya. after these few days of supper i realised choachukang doesnt have much 24 hours hawker centers. and their hawkers are like so far away from each other.hmm.momentum for pw.worth a try! lol.

haha.hello andre.i was digging thru for my notes today and realised that andre's notes were there in my pile of stuff.so shit la.haha.andre the great.he's like my only classmate left online now at 1.38AM.haha.like WOW eh?godd.

this reminds me!jasmine insisted on a dedication post to her. so her goes. foccy jasmine!FOC=fullofcrap.we're forever crapping together lol. and im not secretly in love with YOU please.haha.

2006-06-20T09:55:00.000-07:00

haha.man.locked myself at home for 2 straight days alr.i need air. i wanna go out.practically sleeping my whole day away when im supposed to study.maybe i needa go out to study? anyone? haha.lol.and ive been staying up late nights not to study but watch worldcup.die.haha.pauline u can include me in the "screwed midyears gang" alr.halleluah.sing to the lord.im as good as dead for my midyears.

2006-06-18T08:12:00.002-07:00

yay.backhome.brazil's match is up later.expecting a lot yea.haha.but i dunnoe how they'll play la yeah.im tired.but im gonna try to stay up and watch that match yay.

in the last 36 hours or so..i've been at home like only 7 hours?haha.and that's sleeping time.yea.hmm.i went out at ard 5 ya.with shirley, weitat jackson for pool at mambo.haven't seen them in quite a while ya.shirley was sharing with me her ngee ann schooling experience on the bus yupp.im so jealous of poly life.god ya.so shirley went off early cus she had to meet up with her mom for dinner i think.and so the rest of us went for dinner and then continued playing until 9.45 yeah.

shithell.im always bloody sway.everytime i walk to the bukit timah bustop.i'll see the bus pass by me when im across the road.its damn pissing.yeahh.so i took 67 back to choachukang interchange uh huh.met up with yanhui, jasmine and priscilla yupp to go to sze ee's place to stayover and watch soccer yay.went to seven eleven to buy some snacks ya.bought lots of chips la.we didnt finish it in the end.hmm.got to sze ee's house around 11 ya.sze ee's dog is cute la. as in its very obedient i think.played bridge yeah.i admit im a lousy teacher man.i tried my best teaching jasmine but she didnt understand anything at all.haha.but it was fun playing bridge yay.although i got like the same partner for 9086479times and lost 5 times in a row.argh.so we watched the czech match ya.it was kindda boring. so sze ee went to sleep cuz she had national time trials the nxt day.jasmine went off early cus her mom came to pick her up ya.the italy match was nicer ya.3 red cards were like crazy.and poor zaccardo was being labelled idiot by sze ee i think. cuz he scored an own goal.haha.its quite dumb the own goal.so yea.we left her house at around 6.40 ya.cus she had national time trials ya.its over alr but anywaygdluck? haha.went to KAP for breakfast then got home at 8.30.

haha.8.30 i got home.and slept.woke up at 4PM.god.slept so much.desmond called me up.asked me to go watch the pjc choir sing at sentosa with him.so i went la ya.met up with him at town at 5.45.then took mrt to harbourfront yeah.and we WALKED from harbourfront mrt station to sentosa ok.haha.its like more than 1 km.thinking the performance was at 6.45 we thought we reached there just in time.but it was rescheduled to be at 6.15.

wth.so to make our 2 bucks worth we took the bus ard sentosa.haha.we saw pauline too.yupp.talked abt to her then she went off with the choir.i saw karen too yea.so we went to the harbourfront coffee shop to have our dinner and took train home yeah.the match's abt to start soon.i realised i havent sweared in quite a while.so. fuck bloody 67. the waiting time is frigging long.shitfuck.haha.ya.its still weitat's birthday so.happy birthday weitat!if u read this.

2006-06-16T11:01:00.000-07:00

woo.back from tving.holland played alright i guess.ivory coast deserved a win or maybe at least a draw la.haha.argentina's match was an ownage. they totally owned serbia. 6-0 ok.i think argentina's a potential semi finalist for the worldcup 2006.anyway.

went out with dunearn peeps today ya.i miss dunearn.i miss my dunearn peeps at jj.cj.sa whatever.i miss my dunearn peeps at sp, nyp and of course ngee ann.like 3/4 of my friends are at ngee ann!ohwell.nt really missing the pioneer ones cuz i get to see them like everyday?haha.crap i miss dunearn food too.during recess when we used to sit in one bench and crap and with nice food ya?god.haha.toured classes with weitat.from 4e1 can walk until 4e5.but our favourite was 4e2.lol.shit fuck. i miss dunearn.totally.miss the guys and the girls ya.pple who used to crap with me.who shared feelings with me.who i had joy and moments of sadness with.ohwell.so i would wanna dedicate this post to these people ya.pple like jeff,NT,kiat and desmond is in my sch so frick off.weitat.soonyang.andrew.valerie.and people i've havent seen in donkey years like.shirley.chaoahlian ada.qianqi.abraham.sabrina.eileens.and of course my buddy xiuhui!havent seen her in like 4839284932849 years.and the list goes on ya.if i continue i won't get to sleep so ya.i miss my 4e3 too.god.fck.

ok anyway ya. had physics tutorial today uh huhh. then went town with desmond,jeffrey.eleazar joined us later.toured plazasing a few times. and there was a performance by barney.haha.like wth rite.and we walked to marina square and walked back to plaza sing to eat pizza hut.wth la.i'm thankful my legs are still there.god.hmm.ya.ahh.shit.my midyears gonna be so screwed. i gotta sleep soon.so ciao guys.

2006-06-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

ohwell.i'm doing a good deed ya.helping renny promote this dxo thing ya.so ya.

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2006-06-14T10:12:00.000-07:00

lol.supposedly mugday again.but crap i haven't gone out.last time i went out was mugging with pris at kap which was like monday.so i decided to give myself a 'break' fresh air i need.so fresh air i get.went to westmall to meet up with kenneth and nicktan.then we went to factor to play pool ya.haha.hmm.was supposed to meet up with valerie and watch worldcup at macs. but then. both our phones went outta batt. so ya. came back home and here i am. half doing physics revision worksheet half chatting.waiting for germany's game against poland later.haha.spain's game was an ownage today la.owned ukraine and shevchenko totally.espanyol rules.

2006-06-13T23:56:00.000-07:00

brazil won.but the match was a disappointment.not as exciting as expected.ohwell.kaka rocks la.milan's bloody lucky to have him.arghh.i fucking wanna go out.but i've gotta mug.i'm fucking not in mugging mood.shithow? fuck this man.

2006-06-12T11:08:00.000-07:00

2.05AM.this is what i call worldcup man.finally we get exciting matches.australia japan was damn exciting la.wth.cahill just simply rocks.1-0 down ya.australia scored 84th 86th 89th minute.like wth.86th 89th credited to tim cahill.woo.3-1 the scoreline ended.god.long awaited kind of matches finally starts.

woo.the czech usa match was simply.god.czech played with class with style.ohwell.although i was supporting usa, czech bloody deserves to be applauded.rosicky deserved his hat trick la.bloody ball hit the bar.usa didn't play exactly too bad.but ohwell.czech just played with goddamn class.koller did well too.a pity he injured his hamstring and had to stop playing.but rosicky was simply god.he's gonna shine for this worldcup man.just watch.czech will go far if rosicky plays consistently man.woohoo.3-0.wth.they'll top the group la.

its 2.11AM alr.i'm staying up for the italy ghana match at 3AM.hopefully it'll be exciting or more exciting than the previous 2.woohoo.bloody looking foward to tmr's brazil croatia match.just look at brazil's midfield and strikeforce.rocks totally.ronaldihno,kaka,ronaldo, adriano,emerson,ze roberto.crazy.and there's still robihno on the bench.hopefully it'll be sth like 8-0.haha.oh.btw.buddy xiuhui is betting that italy will win in the match against ghana.so goodluck buddy (:

ok.god.enough of football yeah.ohwell.mugday yeah.met priscilla at kap to study a bit yeah.she took 2 hrs to decide that finally she wants to study?haha.super crappy.lol.hmm.i would sae today's studying was well.kindda productive.mugged from like ohwell 6-9 yeah?cheers i finished one chapter of revision exercise for physics.like finally.the bloody revision exercise has been sitting at my table for dunno how many donkey years alr.ha.sense of satisfaction la.

ohwell.priscilla i dunno what she finished.erm.one chapter of econs i suppose on scarcity or opp cost or whatever that is.i seem super ignorant when it comes to econs.deep shit la.haha.halleluah.ohwell i'm super certain she didn't finish her food.she bought the mcnuggets meal.6 nuggets.she ate 2 only!left the rest there.what the crap man!haha.and she suggested i took 67 home which took friggin' long and was super packed!haha.

yeah.came home for a while and then i went supper with gayliang at teckwhye.woo. we cut across the teckwhye mac and a few hawkers.hmm.quite packed i suppose? everyone's into the world cup fever!woohoo.damn cool la. everywhere, anywhere you go.you see a tv.it'll be showing the same channel.haha.yupp ate some horfun.and then came back home yeahh.

hmm.gotta bloody study tmr.this worldcup is eating away so much of my study time.motivation.cometome.gayliang's having a competition tmr ya.so goodluck! bowl a rosicky!haha.valerie's like kboxing on msn.singing and singing in the chatrm!haha.crazygirl.signing off 2.30AM.

2006-06-11T10:35:00.000-07:00

back from renny's house again.went to watch worldcup.silverstone.roland garros.nearly missed the last train. look.at the god damn bloody mrt screen.its blank.in other words. there's no next train.haha.

well.ya.hmm.raikkonen did relatively ok today yeah.podium position although he cld've been 2nd.hmm.world cup was alright.slightly better then yesterday's england match i suppose.holland did alright.robben played bloody well la.finding space, creating shots.cheers to robben.yeah.roland garros was nt bad too.watched the first 2 sets.1-6, 6-1.woo nadal won in the end. nadal rocks my socks.kingofclay.henin hardenne is good too.just love the way they play tennis.rocks la.

ohwell.gotta mug a bit before i watch the 3am match.portugal's playing angola.haha.i'm so into soccer.shit.midyear how.i'm gonna die la.someone encourage me to mug please.i need motivation.

2006-06-10T10:40:00.000-07:00

ohwell.just had my bathe yea.reached home ard 12 today.hmm.went pool again at mambo.with kenneth,weitat,andrew and shawn lol.practically pooling everday la.but i'm not bored of it YET.we had dinner together yeah.at bukit timah plaza uh huh.lol.we were like suppose to have dinner with ada and valerie. but ohwell they pangsehed us to go kbox and have dinner first.howcan! lol.

then took 985 to renny's house.the wait for 985 is bloody long la.can they like friggin' do sth abt it?wonder how to SA and CJ pple go to sch everyday when they have to wait for 985.gawd.haha.went to watch f1, qualifying at silverstone.woohoo.raikkonen did well.although he didn't pole.2nd woo.did better then schumi.yea!he's gonna win alonso tmr man. JUST WATCH.ohwell.went to some convinience store and bought snacks and beer.lol.then the england paraguay match kicked off at 9.england played like shit la.gotta admit.but the ref was super kayu.cant stand him .ohwell.but they still won 1-0.gotta give some credit to beckham and cole who played well.

but judging from this performance i doubt england will make the finals.lol.hmm.my take is that brazil and argentina will go far in this tournament.lol.there's an argentina match coming up at 3am.i might go to gayliang's house to watch.nt sure abt it.my parents are forever giving me problems.they'll give me fucking problems if i'm gonna leave the house at 3am like that.lol.anyway argentina's gonna thrash i hope! messi and saviola just rocks my socks.

2006-06-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

mugday.lol.studied till 7am again.woke up at 9am to catch the nba finals.dallas played well.mainly cuz of jason terry.yeah.they weren't playing as well in the first quarter though.but with some jason terry magic.they won the game.woo.hopefully dallas wins the finals.silverstone is this weekend.kimi and mclaren will win.

haha.hmm.was mugging like crazy last midnight and well my best buddy gave me some encouragement! haha.buddy you rock man!thanks for the encouragement! woohoo.

shucks.reading shirley's msn nick.haha.missing her sec sch friends.guess i'm feeling the same way la.miss all my dunearn peeps ya.although there're some of them in pionnerjc.well.its been a long time since i hung out with a big group of dunearn people.lol.hopefully we'll chill out sometime this holidays yeah.

just got home yupp.went over to meet alvin, alec, gabriel and wenjie for pool. shuting pangseh.left early.yeah.pooled at mambo.lost to alvin 5-1 in a race to 5. then won him 5-1 in another race to 5.lol.crap.haha.yeah.went to the bukit timah hawker to have dinner yupp.then chitchatted there for like 1 hour plus.haha.like some gossip kings sitting at a table.yeah.

haha.valerie asked me out to mug this morning.but ohwell.i promised alvin and gang to hang out with them alr.if i pangseh them again alec and alvin will most prob slaughter me alive or sth.shoots.haha.hmm.lol.peiqi gave me permission to scold her if she doesn't mug.guess i'll have super lots of chances to scold her now.cool !

yeah.world cup's opening match is gonna start in an hour's time.woohoo.gonna bathe now and watch .hooray.speak the language.football.

2006-06-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

haha.fricking hell.slept at 7.10am.woke up at 11.45am.and here i am mugging again.well at least there's some slight progress.credit shall be given to myslef.hahaha.shall continue mugging.ciao.

2006-06-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

woohoo.its 12.46 AM. i gotta mug. i shall start soon. drank coffee just now.purpose? so that i can stay up to mug. apparently i'm not mugging. digressing.msn.haha.physics.chapter 1.measurement.currently staring at the set of notes.and the pathetic pieces of paper beside it.3 lines written down so far.bloody blank.shawn is determined to study.MUG hard SHAWN!haha.got motivation from valerie earlier.but well. guess i'm a digressing king.

haha.went to sch today at 9.met with fengrui.marked attendance then he went off with his friend. i hanged ard in sch. with desmond and pauline. hmm. called jeremy and we went to kbox yeah. 11-2. and thus i'm officially broke alr. but ohwell.money's for u to spend. no money means no go out. no go out means mug!gotta be optimistic yupp.haha.

alvin, alec, jonathan, junming's asking me to go mug tmr at jonathan's place.hmm. valerie's also asking me to go mug tmr. i'm nt sure whether i'll go yupp. shall try self studying tonight first and test whether its productive yupp.
buddy xiuhui's projecting now.haha.she's gonna get insufficient sleep man.gdluck for yr project buddy. sleep MORE!

2006-06-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

friggin' tired although i dint attend much of the workshop today.wth.had to wake up at 8.gawd.tortorous shit.met up with junming, alvin, andre, jonathan, alec, fengrui and a few others at teckwhye mac.got to school at around 9 yupp. took attendance.kept our stuffs in our locker.went to hall to attend the workshop.standard workshop like what always happens.ohwell heard that it got kindda emo towards the end?yupp.lol.well anyway i went off early with the rest of the class la.woo 06s11 rawks la.haha.the class' so steady.haha.had lunch at bukitpanjang plaza yeah.then went to factor to pool hah.pool's a nice game.played 3 hours of pool then took 67 home.gawd its only tuesday and i've only got like 10 bucks left in my wallet? shit.

2006-06-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

just got home from renny's house yupp.bloody deprived of sleep.i so dont wanna attend the leadership workshop tmr.burn 2 days of my friggin' life. shit.yeah. had physics tutorial today.reached 15 mins late.relatively ok tutorial.understood some parts althought i slept at 2.hmm yupp.was waiting for the girls to finish their geog hw before proceeding for breakfast. but lazy me realised i was too tired alr. so i went home to have a nap.

woke up ard 1. washed up. met rachel and bam at lot 1 at 2.well.went over to kbox but there weren't rooms.so went to foodcourt and had lunch yeap.went back to kbox at 2.30 yeah and there were available rooms. bloody yowrenn pangseh us when he said he wanted to join us for kbox.haha.yupp.casso cldn't join us for kbox cuz she had dance yupp.so it was just me rachel and gayliang.hmm.kai came to meet us after his canoe training and we went to alif's for dinner.i was damn bright during the train trip from choachukang to batok la.yupp.went to renny's house after dinner, played a while and finally i'm home.

2006-06-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

well sometimes i really wonder whether college was the right path for me. there's an endless amount of makeup lessons and workshops to attend.why call it holidays when they expect us to attend lessons and lectures.why call it holidays when they constraint and restrict us of our times.so pointless la.and yet we still have to study for midyear during the so called holidays.wth.then why don't they call normal sch days holidays as well. its the same thing right?fucking hell.i need a fucking break la. as in a proper break.yupp.and god there's still physics tutorial tmr.leadership workshop on tues and wed from 8-5.wth.leadership workshop is pointless la.waste of my time and money.

anyway.met up with yanhui at ard 10 yupp.then walked.WALKED from lotone to gombak.took 45mins i guess.had alifs then went over to renny's house to camp.haha.i brought a set of clothes.but didn't use it la.reached renny's house at 12 midnight yupp.haha.just the usual stayover yeahh. played xbox. fifa, fifa street, godfather and nba live. haha. didn't sleep until 5.30am.all these lack of sleep's gonna make me deprived of sleep man.shit.

haha.woke up around 10am.yupp.the weather was friggin' hot yesterday la.sweated like crazy.hmm.yupp.went to alifs for breakfast again then back to renny's house to watch pool and white chicks.haha.fricking funny la the show. yupp. then finally came home.shit.one week's gone and i haven't done anything constructive.yeahh.arghh.circular motion tutorial!

haha.woo.buddy xiuhui's having excel test tmr.gd luck and all the best buddy! :)

2006-06-03T00:08:00.000-07:00

bloody blogspot wasn't working properly yesterday yeah.so had to blog today yeah.woke up at 1.30 today la.so bloody late. but ohwell.i slept at 3am so i guess its acceptable?lol.yeahh.had econs makeup tutorial ytd.tutorial was supposed to start at 11.30, i woke up at 11.15.haha.yeahh. but i reached at 11.40 so it was alright yeah.hmm.practically stoned my 1 and a half hours away during the tutorial.yeap.

the few of us decided to go for a movie after tutorial ended yupp.MI 3.fengrui had to go home, so the few of us stayed in sch and waited for him.me,alvin,andre,shuting,charissa played bridge yupp.renny joined us for a while too.

reached plazasing at 15.40 we were supposed to catch the 15.55 show yeah.MI3 was selling fast, had to take the friggin' front rows.wtf.haha.smuggled burger king in. wth la. was so scared that the bloody drinks would spill in my bag.haha.sitting in the bloody front row was irritating.had to lift yr head high up to see.god.i'll nvr take the frontrow again.the story plot of MI3 was typical la. just the typical MI.show ended round 6.

took 190 home.haha.guess what. on the way i saw qianqi and amanda at the bukitpanjangplaza bustop! haha. i was waving to them. but only amanda saw me.qianqi dint.haha. hopefully i'll get to hang out with qianqi sometime nxt week yeahh.ages since we went out tgt.

came home to change and then went to lot1 to meet nick tan.had KFC for dinner yeah.kindda sick of fastfood.man i'll get bloody fat.saw samuel at lot1 yeah.he was studying with germaine and buddy xiuhui yupp.lol.

took 67 to bukit timah and played at factor yeah.reached factor at 9.left at 11.went in search for supper.but most stalls at the bukit timah marketplace closed alr.well.fortunately there was still buses.damn worried there wasn't any bus then had to walk home.got home around 12 i think.used the com,msn.fifaed till 3am until i slept.haha.

2006-06-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

haha.yupp.had lessons today yupp.physics tutorial.was late by abt 10mins.got back my physics test.unexpectedly did well ya.22.5/30 yay.hmm.mr kow went thru concepts of circular motion yeah.i admit i was slacking most of the time but well i did listen a tiny bit ha.yeahh.

lessons ended ard 11 yupp.met up with eleazar and linda at dunearn yupp.kindda miss dunearn i must admit ya.the slackness back in dunearn.canteen food, teachers and stuff yupp.reminiscence occuring i guess.yupp.linda and ele chatted a while with reumend ya. then he drove us to the dover mrt station.took train from dover to dhoby ghaut.lol.

we all wanted to have pepper lunch.lol.i dint know that there was pepper lunch at dhoby ghaut mrt station.haha.linda saw her sa friends and pangsehed me and ele. we had to sit alone! lol. haha.she eats real slow la. like some mountain tortoise.haha.we all have a lousy sense of direction.went out the wrong side of the mrt when we were supposed to go to plazasing.crapshit.haha.somehow we ended up at plaza sing yeah.visited times.had to spend my vouchers. but there's like nth to spend on. books books books. wth.just repitition of all the books in popular la.so i dint use any of my vouchers in the end yeap.haha.

it was bloody raining so we had to stay in plaza sing yupp.went to carefour to shop for dunnoe what crap.haha.hmm.then linda was keen on going to take neoprints.so we both went with her yupp.haha.the rain was still big, so had to walk ard thewhole of plazasing.lazy linda perhaps got too much influence from jeffrey.she wanted to take lift the whole time when there was such a thing called an escalator.haha.wth.yupp.circled plaza sing a few times until we finally decided to catch a movie.bought tix for the 1540 Xmen 3 show. like finally man. i've been missing out on so many friggin' shows. finally i get to watch a nice one yupp.

visited carefour(spelling) again.haha. wanted to smuggle stuffs into the cinema yeahh. bought 3 bottles of greentea to smuggle in. went to mac too.i tookaway a doublecheese.linda bought twister fries and had it there. she was complaining like crazy abt the twister fries la.haha.kept insisting that potongpasir mac had much better fries.so went on to watch the show. the bloody trailers and adverts were like 20 mins long until the show FINALLY started la.the show was nt bad yeah.engaging i guess.uh huh. was a 2 hr show yupp.ard there. ended ard 1745. then we went to 'niaoniao' before going home. new phrase taught by linda.lol.wth.haha.yupp.took a long trip on 190 home.reached home just in time for dinner.yeap.haha.today's outing was fun yupp.

haha.the crazy pple of my class are trying to pose as me on msn realising how great i am. lol. look.

haha.cheers.pics for the chalet are out alr.alec uploaded it on.lol.haha.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/alecgtc/sets/72157594151963849/
haha.buddy xiuhui's poor phone went for a swim.so i shall send my condolences to buddy and her phone.yupp.gahh.there's still makeup tutorial for econs tmr.nvr ending makeups.yeahh.ciao guys.

2006-05-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

had sch on tuesday yupp.econs lecture on national income.dint absorb much as usual yeah just the normal stoning in lectures.had maths tutorial as well.cheers :) i got 14/15 for my test.consolation to my 2/20 econs test?no way things wldn't have gone my way. got back my history test later in the day. 9.5/35 screwed fuck.had econs tutorial too yeah.lessons ended at 1 on tuesday. fricking hell .makeups just make me stone more.

andre came over to my place later that day.waited for me to pack stuffs and then travel to the chalet at friggin' pasir ris.met up with fengrui,charissa and shuting at queenstown mrt station, took train to pasir ris yupp.fuck.why are all chalets at the other end of singapore.27 friggin' stops from my house.lol.fengrui and i got tired and just sat on the floor, only blur andre kept standing until we arrived at simei then he sat down.lol.

yupp.we arrived at white sands, went to ntuc to get some stuffs. supposed to get crabs for the bbq yeah.haha.everytime i come to these supermarkets i'll have this tendency to buy some snacks and stuff it into my sch locker.but ohwell.haha.sze ee has alr put lotsa biscuits inside the locker.gonna ask for permission someday to eat them haha.advantages of sharing locker with her i guess?haha.yeah.so prof k picked us up from whitesands to the chalet.haha.it was crazy la. the 6 of us had to squeeze into one car.fengrui got the front seat and he was seated happily.charissa, shuting, me, andre and pohyee had to squeeze at the back.so crazy, imagine 5 pple squeezing at the back.like wth?haha.charissa's legs nearly broke la i thought.haha.but it was nice of prof k to pick us up yupp.

hmm.the chalet was big yeahh. quite huge i would say. compared to the previous few i've been to. its clean too yupp. facing the pool. and a big concourse? for the prof k's nephew and niece to run ard.haha.yupp. so fengrui me and andre decided to bunk in at the balcony
there.the balcony.

yupp.went on to catch up with the guys who were alr there.majority of our class were present yea.they were playing ps2 uh huhh. nt exactly fun for me? so i just stoned there and watched yupp. ohwell. then we went to play captain's ball. quite fun yeah. sweated quite a bit.kindda got some blisters while running ard the bloody heated ground ha.yupp.

went back to washup yeah then had bbq. the guys went for a swim. i dint. haha.wasnt exactly in a swimming mood.restless i guess? yupp. the food at the bbq was nice ya. the curry the chicken wings and stuffs.filling yeah.stoned ard, sat ard talked a bit yupp. then prof k brought us to the haunted house. ohwell. it did look haunted to me yeah, 'the red house' especially when every1's just sharing ghost stories and stuff and its in the middle of the night. ohwell.its just some house built in the 1930s and its still there. its quite huge. we dint go in although the gate was open yupp.prof k dint allow.looked quite creepy la yeah.

got back to the chalet later on and we watched this show called 'fright night' ya.vampires and stuff. nt exactly scary la more of a comedy i think.haha.non of the girls got freaked out la.they laughed quite a bit yeah. they tried to play shutter later on, on the ps. so a few of us who've watched the show alr went to play risk.haha.so it was me, josiah, alvin, prof k, poh yee and biwei playing risk, at abt 2am i guess.haha. i think risk's a stupid game la. no matter how good of a strategy u may have. u still need to bloody know how to throw the friggin' dice properly.and i couldn't throw the godamn fricking thing properly. kept getting 2s and 3s.in the end we gave up playing risk.yupp.

charissa came over from the girl's room to join us to play bridge. gab, me, andre,josiah and charissa played.gab fell asleep after a while la yea. so it was just me, josiah, charissa and andre who was still alive aft 5am. The rest of the chalet was asleep alr yupp.haha. then blur charissa and andre couldn't figure out their partners la. could keep hearing repititive 'i'm confused leh!' and 'who's who' from them.haha.they were looking ard with lost looks trying to figure out wth their partners were.haha.

yeah. so i went to the balcony to sleep at ard 5.30am i guess? fengrui and alvin joined me at the balcony at 6 plus cuz they were too cold inside the room.haha. the bloody balcony was infested with bloody bugs and mosquitos la.got a few mosquito bites yupp. woke up at ard 7.50am yeah. went to have dumplings made by prof k's mom and some bread for breakfast yeah.fengrui pulled me and andre to go home with him cuz he had training in the afternoon.haha.so we went off with him yupp i was friggin' tired anyway.ya.

left the chalet with biwei,alvin,andre, soohuey and fengrui.the rest who didn't leave wanted to go to changi airport ya. guess i was too tired to do so anyway.dropped by the whitesands mac and some of them ate a bit. then took the bloody long trip back to choachukang. slept throughout la. although there weren't the best of sleeping positions to be in. reached home ard 11 yeahh.apparently i slept my whole day away.i slept at 11 and woke up at 3 yeah. then i had some food, stoned a while then slept again at 5. finally woke up at 7.

gayliang asked me out to study and nicktan asked me to watch davinci code. but obviously i dint read the messages until i woke up.too bloody tired.haha.watched SI and played mahjong with my cousin and grandparents who came over. ahh.shitt. there's still physics tutorial tmr.haha. and there's fucking econs essay due on fri.and my physics tutorial and econs essay paper are bloody blank.screwed shet. i'm gonna die.haha.

2006-05-29T05:47:00.001-07:00

lol.first entry eh.yupp.decided that a blog might spice up my life uh huhh.
let's talk abt the past weekend and friday yeah.well.so friday was a heart attack day.my fucked up gp paper. paper 1 was relatively ok. but i doubt i did well.i managed to finish my paper just nice on time.paper 2 was a total shit of a screwup la.some crap about mozart's music being so godly that it can improve anyshitass' intellectual mind.ha. my summary was a screwup too. dint do that well.dont wanna talk abt it anymore.demoralises myself.

well.so i went for lunch with my ctmates aft the gp paper.went to bpplaza with a number of them. andre,gabriel,alec,junming,jonathan,jeanette,charissa,shuting,biwei and a few others. sorry if i left u out. we ate macs la. the macs at bp sucks. fries were either too soggy or crispy. alec was complaining abt the stuff at bp mac non stop.lol. cant stand him.haha. yeah. then later they went off to play lan. so i decided to take a nap before going for my og outing at night.

met up with john on 190. then went to esplanade to meet up with the rest. "smart" priscilla and desmond (notice the colons yupp) made me and john walk from suntec to esplanade and had a mini tour ard the singapore river, before we finally found every1. its like bishhh.huaqian, weilong, priscilla and desmond were there alr. joy, jeffrey and skeen joined us later at night yupp.had our dinner at some halal restaurant behind esplanade. relatively ok i guess?so we chatted for sometime. catched up on each other. some of us are just too stressed with jclife i guess. harbouring thoughts of switching to poly. well guess what.i'm one of them with that thoughts. haha.ohwell.so we went over to singapore river and took some 'artistic' shots yeahh.
joy's artistic shot of all the guys legs.lol.

og photo 1

lol.photo2.

photo 3.ya i know i look like shit.

yeahh. so the day ended. took train home. reached home ard 12 uh huhh. luckily dint have to catch any shit nightriders. 3 fucking bucks.haha.

lol.yupp.yesterday.slept practically the whole day.haha.guess i'm too deprived of sleep cuz of jclife alr la. woke up at friggin' 1 pm. went back to sleep at 3pm until gayliang and renny called me at 5. lol. went over to alif's to have dinner yeah. the usual nasilemak. although i had it like 832943294 times. its still as nice i guess. haha. went to the pasar malam at gombak to walk ard. nth new.nth special.just the usual pasar malam u see ard yeahh.

rushed over to fat's place to catch the monaco race start. but missed it.lol.the race was exciting yeah. kimi was at alonso's heels. until the stupid engine failed. mann.raikkonen cld've won la. well.consolation. montoya got 2nd yupp. sato undoubtly crashed out again.ha.nvm. hopefully raikkonen will win the nxt race at silverstone.lol.disappointed man! stupid mclaren's engine.lol. haha.fifaed a while. renny's tradition.to thrash gayliang before going home. haha. yupp. then took train from gombak back.got back at 11.30?haha.

ohwell.just got home from gayliang's place.wokeup relatively early today.11.04am.alec and gang asked me out to go zhng hair and play pool.to meet at chinese garden yupp.but was too lazy to move my ass. so ended up slacking at home.haha.gayliang's friend mabel got sick.so he asked me out to study yeah.went to teckwhye macs to study a while. wasn't very productive.well i finished 3 questions of maths.quite an achievement i guess.for a slacker like me. not much progress.gayliang dint do much work too. so ya. ended up pooling at his place.race to 7. lost 7-2 7-2. screwed shit. chatted by the poolside aft that and came back yeahh.bloody nicktan pangsehed me again.we were supposed to go watch davinci code la. fuck. there's so many movies i needa watch. MI3, Xmen3, davinci code and poseidon. man. cmon who's gonna watch with me? ask me!lol.xiuhui's very eager to see my first post! haha!lol.poor buddy xiuhui has excelphobia!

im so screwed la. there's supposed to be sch tmr from 8-1 and i haven't finished a single shit due tmr.my maths file is due tmr too. arghh. fuckk. well. for consolation, there's gonna be a class chalet tmr! cheers ;) andre and me and in charge of getting the crab. somehow we'll find way to barbeque the poor crab. prof k suggests we go shengshiong to get it, so gotta come back and chop chop change chop chop run down to shengshiong and meet andre and soohuey.lol.looking foward to the chalet yupp.so ptless of having lessons tmr. no1 will be listening! yeahh.so hopefully i'll have fun during lessons tmr. ciao guys.