finally the agony of studying and mugging late nights for prelims is over however this will be very shortlived, thanks to the As. prelims results ain't gonna be fantastic for sure. math was a total screwup, the nature of the econs case was pretty tough. shan't be expecting good results this time round, probably a deprovement from the mids. somehow i don't feel very excited after my last prelim paper, i dont know why either. today was pretty productive, a fine mix of studying and chilling out. had mugging session in the morning at wcc , till late evening which was fairly productive. chilled out, had pool and had supper at bukitimah at night. more chillout sessions to come i guess. and hell lots of mugging to come too. pretty sick of studying and this agony of mugging just ain't feeling great. ONE MORE FRICKING MONTH.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
crap, school sucks, dull and boring is all i can describe it. i'm going to pull through this shit.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i've been drifting away from many of my close friends, with many thanks to this jc journey. secondary school friends, primary school friends, and i feel i've even been drifting away with some close friends in class. our class size has diminished from a total strength of 25 to 17 now, and lessons are beginning to become very very dull each day.
perhaps in this process of making new friends and drifting away from close friends, i may have made certain mistakes i'll never come to realise, which may prove the point of why i am losing more companions in school as time passes. guess i'll just have to look ahead and take things in my stride, move on with this tough life.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
okay, its technically 81 more days to the start of the first A level paper, and i guess all of us are feeling rather anxious, but ohwell, there's a long national day weekend for us to catch up and gain more momentum and i certainly hope that i'm going to make full use of it. workloads are getting heavier day by day, and gp workload is mad, its as if we only have one subject for the As, gp.
school aside, home hasn't been great either, the only merit about being at home is the tv and the com, sometimes my sister really irritates me big time, but i guess i dont've much of a choice yea.
flashbacks and reminiscing of sec school and fun j1 days doesn't bring me very far, it only presents to me how the present sucks and how much worse the future is going to be like. i guess the process we're experiencing now is pretty difficult to conquer, but, that's just part and parcel of life, with ups and downs and eventually we'll have to work hard to get thru this shit.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
today was mugging with bam at NLB, fairly productive i suppose. the week hasn't been great in school, long days, night studying in different study groups, at starbucks, coffee bean as well as within campus. havent been home very early as of late, and havent been getting enough sleep. the great economic depression has set in, due to dining out often and very soon i'll be in deficit. but at least, what i've gained from the past week, something very very important, something very very valuable, something called, momentum. i've been quite slow as compared to many of my classmates who's alr on throttle, but ohwell, that's better then nth.